Rutin Harian

Hi guise..

For those who don't know, I am 25 years old and I'm the youngest and the only female engineer in my office. Maksudnya, aku berhak buat perangai adik bongsu kat office. I can't complain much. It's nice being the youngest. people calling you adik and such.. Somehow I can get use to it.

Tapi aku tak tau la abang-abang kat ofis aku tu larat ke tak layan self proclaim adik bongsu ni. Aku masuk ofis pagi-pagi confirm aku tanya, ada makanan tak? Dekat pukul doblas, ada orang nak keluar makan tak? Pukul empat, start bunyik lapar balik.

Start bulan lepas abang long kitorang dah bawak roti datang ofis. So setiap kali aku tanya ada makanan ke tak, dia jawab "Abang dah beli roti kat dapur. Pi makan". Agaknya bosan dah kot kena layan perut mambang adik yang sorang ni.

Tapi yang sebenarnya.. Aku bukan lapar sangat. Biasanya ofis kitorang start pukul 4 semua dah lemau. tu pasal la aku buat bising. Konon lapar. Saje je sebenarnya..

Tapi memang aku lapar pun..

"Start dah dia.. Kau buat donno je Pi'e. Jap lagi senyap la tu"

Adieu

p/s: Aku tengah readjust balik stroke. Lama tak melukis ngan tablet ni. kekok pulak teman. Hahahaha

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I'm an Insta Junkie

Hi guise,

I haven't been posting things on this blog lately. Mostly because I'm so into copic colouring these days. But I'm NOT planning to quit blogging. For those who want to see my latest practice with copic markers, you may do so by checking up my instagram (daygoon). I update it almost daily. For the time being, feast your eyes with what I consider as my pride and joy.

Marcus (one of the character on my other blog aka web-novel)

Random cheesy stuff

Kay and Marcus mini comic (characters from web-novel)

Another random cheesy stuff

Random guy I met during training. His hair is awesome

Random OC -Cindai. She's a weido

Practising different faces and colour

Practising with random pictures on the net

Not to forget, Day and Kei comic

OC (original characters) : Day - Kei -Kay - Marcus

 I'm so sorry for not keeping up with the update. To be honest, it's not just Copic. I now own a PS3 so sometimes I got lost in time, playing video games. Teehee..

Ok la.

Tu je nak bagitau.

Adieu

 p/s: I really want a flatbed scanner.. Huu

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Blocking You

This entry is intended to one person only and I'm writing this on my laptop, waiting for my PC to get fixed before I can do my work. In other words, yep, I'm at work and writing a blog entry.

First and foremost, it was never my intention to get angry at you or anyone around you. But somehow I feel suffocated that you are still lingering around.

I think it was a year or two years ago when you asked to get to know me which I decline by not entertaining your friend request. Only after my mom said you're a nice guy and you just wanted to be friend that I approved your friend request. It took me a lot of courage and time to actually consider anything more than friendship and it's not because of you or anything monetary. It's my own demon. I just had difficulties letting people into my life.

And when I finally did let you in, you said "I'm sorry, you are not the person I thought you to be. I thought that you're like your mom. Soft spoken and you-know, lady like. I told you that we shouldn't have set a meet up. My dad said if I have to choose, choose a beautiful bride." What was that supposed to mean? But it's OK. I was hurt at the time but I accepted your honesty. Sure, I agree that I'm nothing like my mom. I'm my dad's girl. I'm the son of the family. So it's okay, I didn't blame you for that.

We stayed as friend. But let me define our friendship. I won't remove you from my facebook. I won't jeer at you. But I won't reply any of your message be it through Facebook or Whatsapp. It's a good thing that you've lost my phone number so I don't have to worry about that. I would encourage you not to like my status. I definitely discourage you from trying to pry through other social media means e.g Instagram. Call me a sore loser or anything, but it really annoys me when you think that you still have the right to follow up on my personal life. It really ticks me off. If you want to stalk, by all means, do it covertly like all the other creep. You don't have to make me see a notification of you liking my photos. It doesn't make me feel good, on the contrary, I feel awful about myself.

I feel like you checking up on me just to make sure that I am still inadequate. "Yep. She's still a loser"

Please, just stay invisible. I'm avoiding you. I'm forgetting you. Just stop torturing me. I might look like I'm okay but I really am not.

I don't need your attention.

I don't need your friendship.