There's a Monster Inside Me

Thursday, September 22, 2016

I have a few monsters hiding inside me.

Suppressed Sadist

But right now, the reigning monster is hunger. I can never be full. 

This is random.

Selamat makan tengahari everyone!



Happy Birthday, Sis

Friday, September 09, 2016

September 9th

Everyday I am thankful for having you as my sister. For as long as I can remember, you have always been kind. You forgive people too easily. You love too deeply. Allow me to hate those who hurt you on your behalf.. Nur Wardah Abdul Halim. Thank you for being born. Thank you for being my sister.
Come home soon. I miss you.

Terima kasih kerana sudi singgah dan membaca entry ini. Silakanlah merapu di ruang komentari bersama saya. Yeaha~

Who Roams Your Daydream?

Saturday, September 03, 2016

Someone did cross your mind..


That's Not My Name

Thursday, September 01, 2016

I have a friend..

Her name is Jannah.. Like the heaven.. the garden of Eden..

But I call her Jane. I don't know if she notices..

Sometimes I wonder if she hates me for calling her that.

Sorry, Jane. I just really like calling you Jane.


Fun fact : Heaven in Urdu is "jannat". Like the lyrics from the song Chaiyya Chaiyya

Jinke sar ho ishq ki chaaon, paaon ke neeche jannat hogi
Those who walks in the shade (path) of love, will have heaven beneath their feet

And urdu, according to the lyricist, is a melodious language. I agree.. even before understanding hindi/urdu (they sound very similar to my foreign ears) I found the language very poetic.

Voh yaar hai jo khushboo ki tarah, voh jiski zubaan urdu ki tarah
She's a fragrance-like friend, her speech is like urdu (poem)

This is a loose translation because if I were to translate it word by word it would be a bit hard to grasp the meaning.

voh = her/him
yaar = friend/companion
hai jo = which/ she is/ he is
khushboo = fragrance/ perfume
ki tarah = is like
jiski = her /his/ the
zubaan = tongue
urdu = the urdu language

I'm very passionate about language. Language is a beauty no matter where it originates from. Help, I might be obsessed.


p/s: I'm learning watercolour.. it's bad, I know. But that's how you get better. You are bad at it, work on it and get better.
p/p/s: Drawing tablet is off limit for the time being. Replacing the pen nib.. ugh..


Part time normal, most of the time comic enthusiast. Almost always borderline crazy. Still experimenting with comic blogging. An engineer with a vision to not be taken seriously. Everything you read on this blog doesn't represent my gender, religion or profession as a whole. Other name you might associate with me are Deaday, DayGoon, JaeminGoon and *cough* Mona *cough*