Fan Page

Hey, Just FYI..

Blog Vespa Buruk dah ada fan page..

Ok..

Tu je..

Umm..

Like la kalau nak tau ada post baru ke tak..

Umm..

Unlike la kalau rasa nak unlike..

Eheh.

heh..

Ok..

Adieu

K lompat dari belakang pintu sambil menghadiahkan falcon punch kat belakang tengkuk.. Sial, jangan buat-buat awkward la..

"Click here.. and like if you are a weirdo." kata K sambil kenyit sebelah mata.. "I love weirdos don't you know?"

Fan Page Vespa Buruk

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Kepada yang Berhak

Hey,

Lama sudah aku berhutang. Sungguh tak tertahan lagi rasanya hendak melunaskan. Bak seat di hutan tak ketemu jamban.. Ayuh.. Bebaskan sepenuh hati

KEPADA PEMENANG GIVEAWAY..

Tempat Ketiga

Terima kasih daun keladi, sayangnya dah tak ada Give Away lagi.. Sila Hambik.

Tahnioh Tahnioh

Yusro

Tempat Kedua:

Cik Pensil, Kalau nak yang format lain boleh request ye. Sebelum file dimamah virus. Hehehe. Email la senang. K? Mohon tidak merasa jengkel dengan hadiah tak seberapa..

Cik Pensil

Tempat Pertama:

Hime-sama, saya masih merangka hadiah yang terbest buat tuanku. Harap bersabar hendaknya.. Ohhhoiii... 

Hime-Sama

Bayaran ansuran yang sungguh tak cool. Maaf.. Agak tak tercapai akal kreatif nak buat semua artwork yang teliti dalam satu malam. Ampunkan kami penunggu hadiah..ampunkan kami..

Ogeyh..

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Good News

Hello guise,

Sorry for the hiatus. I've been busy with my new home. FYI, I'm no longer staying in Flora Damansara, Damansara Perdana where I lose my beloved Myvi. My new home is in Kota Damansara. So you might say that I won't be going to the Curve that often anymore. Aku rasa BI aku macam jahanam.

Moving on..

Berita terbaik minggu ni selain dari pindah rumah ke rumah yang super best ni adalah, HEI!!!TABLET AKU DAH BOLEH PAKAI!!

Tapi aku tak sure la berapa lama boleh pakai sebab rasanya masalah utama aku sekarang bukan tablet tapi aku punya laptop ni dah bangang kena gigit kuman. Jahanam dah most of my software and files. Jangan tanya aku sebab aku serius buta teknologi. Yang aku tau most of my prized artwork is now corrupt. Selain yang dah aku post kat blog ni aku dah tak tau nak retrieve balik. Kesian gila nasib ku ini.

Anyhow..
Aku suka work station baru aku sekarang.
Semoga lebih bersemangat untuk berkarya. hewah!!

Adieu

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Hey kids

Hi Ana and Yusro,

Remember this?

The past.. When was this? It's so cheesy...

Giving some color to the dull, immature drawing

Anatomic disaster. Hehehe.. Doesn't look like it improved much huh? Still suck at body proportion.. I've tried to improve. I think my fingers hate me for calling them short. They just won't let me draw.. (Salahkan fizikal..HAHAHA)

Adieu

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Why are you here?

Tongkat dagu sambil gigit sudu.. Tolak bekas yogurt yang dah kosong sambil buat muka bagi isyarat suh pegi amik lagi satu bekas. K pandang aku, muka tak puas hati..

" Melantak yogurt macam makanan ruji"

"And your problem is?" hayun-hayun bekas kosong. K bangun, amik bekas kosong sekali. Setengah jalan K pusing balik. Honestly buat aku bengang. Tahap kesangapan nak makan yogurt buah yang melampau membuatkan aku jeling kat hujung mata. Eh, tak takut pulak dia..

" Who am I to you?"
" Gay la.."
" Seriously.." K buat muka serious. Tahan gelak.. Tahan gelak Day.. Jangan gelak kang meraung mamat ni.

" Am I some kind of a joke to you?"
" Well, I can't say no to that.."
" Can't you even try to be nice to me?"
" Nope"
" Can't you not be mean to me?"
" That's out of the question.." Gigit sudu dengan jengkel. Syial.. Mana yogurt aku?
" Don't you like me at all?"

Tersenyap jap. Kombinasi bengang dan sangap nak makan yogurt buat hotak aku mendidih. Tangan kuis-kuis udara, panggil K datang dekat..

Separuh bisik..

" I used to like you.. But you're such a douche bag"
" Care to explain?"

Marah..

" Fuck it K! I'm not crazy you know! Why do you have to come into my life? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE HERE?"

K tergamam. Aku dah berdiri, hentak meja, berasap telinga..

" Do you think by pushing me away would make your life happier, Day?"

Bergegar jap badan ni tahan marah..

" At least it makes me sane"
" You know it's not true. You know you need me.. You asked for me.. You asked for me while banging on your chest, crying for the douche bag who got away.. You are helpless.. And I'm your savior"

Aku baling sudu. K tak mengelak, siap tangkap sudu tu dengan cool lagi. Pastu baling balik kat aku. Syial.. kalau kena macam mana?

" Stop denying my existence. I've helped you go through death of love ones.. I've helped you go through the bad break up with that asshole from your matriculation years.. Why are you so indifference this time? Why are you choosing to be so hateful?"

With my head sunken to my embarrassment, I taste my own tears by the tips of my lips.. Sial kau K.. All this because I asked you for a cup of yogurt. Damn you.

" What makes it so different this time? Why are you so stubborn?"

Stop it K..

" Face it Day.. You know you can't get away from this"

I said stop it faggot..

" Let go of it!"

" SHUT UP! SHUT UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT! YOU KNOW WHY I HATE YOU? I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME FALL INTO THIS PIT. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS CONTEMPLATING ON GIVING ANYONE A CHANCE INTO MY WORLD? WHY DIDN'T YOU WARN ME THAT HE'S ANOTHER MISTAKE IN THE MAKING? DO YOU THINK BY COMING HERE, YOU CAN MAGICALLY MAKE IT GO AWAY? NO! YOU'RE JUST A STUPID ILLUSION WITH AN ANNOYING SMILE AND BIG EGO, TRYING TO SAVE MY SOUL. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? NOT THIS TIME. BECAUSE THIS TIME, I CHOOSE TO SUFFER. I CHOOSE TO BE UNHAPPY"

senyap sunyi.. I feel a terrible throbbing in my face. I guess, crying is painful.. I hate this.. I hate my own tears.. and the sharp pain I felt in my heart. The racing ball of blood in my chest. I hate the stream of tears I wear on my face. I hate my shaking body wailing in anger. I hate everything..

" Day.." K datang dekat.. Letak tangan atas kepala aku yang tertunduk.. I fell on my knees and he hugged me..

" I won't let anyone in.. I promise you this time. I won't abandon you again" K bisik sambil usap kepala aku.
" I'll build a stronger wall for you this time. I won't let anyone comes in. Trust me"

Aku angguk, muka still benam kat dada K.

"I'm the only one who deserves your trust. i'll wear it like a crown it is."

We stay like that for a moment and suddenly I feel stupid.

" You know that by accepting your existence, I acknowledge my own insanity, right?"
" What's wrong with that? I love you because of your insanity. I'm here because of it"
" BUT I'M NOT CRAZY YOU FAG!"
" Crazy is such a negative word. I would prefer 'eccentric'"
" Eccentric hotak kau!" Aku baling bantal kat muka fucker tu..

" Wow, that escalated quickly.. From ordering me to get your snack to admitting that you are ting-tong somewhere in your head" K gelak sambil lari keluar bilik..

Syial.. Aku dipermainkankan oleh watak khayalan, rekaan otak genius aku.. Bullshit..

I saw my perfect best friend and a nemesis in my own reflection

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Tammat..

Akhirnya..

To be honest, aku takde kawan khayalan macam K. I wish I do because I love having someone around who I can talk shit to. Oh hey.. tablet still tidak boleh digunakan sebab laptop bangang ini.. Hahahaha.. Haa.. Haa. Haaaa T,T

Why K?
Kei - Joyful..
Something I desperately wanna be..

Adieu

Kalau suka, komen. Kalau tak suka, komen gak..Kalau taknak komen, nah! tekan benda alah kat bawah ni..Penat adik aku ejas kasik muncul.. .

Sometimes

I just wanna write..

Please don't question my time allocation..

You haven't earn it..

what do you expect?

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What's right What's wrong?

Ye.. Esok sabtu..

Sabtu yang aku kena pergi kerja.. Di waktu makhluk lain seronok bermanja dengan katil dan bantal peluk, aku dengan baju kunang kena pergi site..

Ye.. macam minggu-minggu sebelum ni..

Bila la gaji aku nak masuk ni? Aku nak beli komik so badly..

Please jangan kacau aku pilih komik...

I think I've seen your face before..

Yes.. Berjaya meloloskan diri.. Sorry fellow human.. I'm not in the mood for meaningless chatting.. Somehow I feel like he's a stalker or something.. Maybe not.. Sape lak nak stalk aku ni.. Hahaha.. Aku? Hahaha.. Tapi aku tak K-pop.. Hahahaha.. Hahaha.. Haaa..Haaa.. Haaaaa T,T

Order Americano, venti.. Duduk kat solo punya meja.. bukak komik baru beli.. Haaa.. this is so fulfilling..

I love this..

I love this so much..

that I just stay like this..

No work..

No Pressure..

Why do I have to be so.... annoying to people?

I shouldn't have said that.. He just wanna say hi..

But, I don't want to talk to anybody..

He didn't mean anything bad..

But this is my personal space.. I need this..

He just wanna say thanks for my help.. That's all..

But I don't need thanks or hi or what ever.. I just need my space..

I need to have someone to talk to..

"STOP IT RIGHT NOW!" K tiba-tiba marah aku.. Aku suap yogurt sambil buat muka..

"Apa?" Suap lagi..

" You make me sound like a derange stalker.." 

"But you are" Suap lagi..

"I'm not.."

Suap yogurt, jilat sudu sampai licin.. Hamagad I love yogurt... Esok nak beli lagi la..

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By the way, perkenalkan.. Mamat lam gambar tu kawan ofis aku.. Nama dia Ikhwan Hiqal.. Aku suka gila artwork dia.. Sayangnya aku takde copy artwork dia. Dan lebih sayangnya lagi, DIA TAKDE DeviantArt or BLOG!!

Kepada yang mengenali beliau, tolong la mintak dia buat blog.. Ehem.. Buat komik banyak-banyak ye Ikhwan.. I loike.. huhu.. Yosh!

Adieu

p/s: I forgot how leceh it was to draw comic by hand.. Not to mention pen drawing semua tinggal kat kampung.. Penghargaan kepada Icha yang banyak membantu.. Membantu memadam.. dan memadam.. dan memadam lagi.. Buat komik macam ni sangat leceh. Tolong ingatkan aku supaya tak buat lagi dah. Huehue hue

Kalau suka, komen. Kalau tak suka, komen gak..Kalau taknak komen, nah! tekan benda alah kat bawah ni..Penat adik aku ejas kasik muncul.. .

False Alarm

Sorry guise.. False alarm.. that picture is not supposed to be posted here.. At least not now.. Not in this entry.. Maybe Next time.. I accidentally posted this one.. It was meant to be a draft..spoil the surprise.. shit

Since dah terpost.. Apakata aku umumkan pemenang Give away hari tu?

Antara yang join (in sequence of submission):

1) Zexta's  Walk In My Shoes

2) Cik Pensil's Kerana Pensil

3) Syeda's Tentang Aku dan Kita

4) Sera's Aku, Dia dan Mereka

5) Hime's You're a Beauty I'm the Beholder

6) Lee Kun's Double Life

Thank you kepada yang sudi join.. actually ada sorang lagi join tapi sebab dia tak post kat komen section, aku rasa cam tak adil lak kalau lepas..Sorry masu sayang.. owh..

Anyhow.. Meh nak umumkan.. pemenangnya:-

1st Place: 5) Hime's You're a Beauty I'm the Beholder
- I like your blog suggestion..and I like your blog.. simple..

2nd Place: 2) Cik Pensil's Kerana Pensil
- Love it.. Bcz I love it

3rd Place: 1) Zexta's  Walk In My Shoes
-ehey... kamu...


Hime-chan, please send me details for your header.. You can also give it to another blogger as a gift (oso can a? Can as long as you give me sufficient info)..And, also.. state your personal favorite entry from your blog..huhu

As for the other winners, congrats.. Will work on your gift soonest possible (regardless of the technical problem I'm having now)..

Kepada yang tak menang aku nak ucapkan terima kasih daun keladi for your support.. Sayang you ol ketat-ketat.. Ahah..

Ok.. Tu je..Aku harap hujung minggu ni sempat siapkan semua hadiah.. hehe

Adieu

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Skeptikal

Sebelum sambung meraban aku just nak clarify kat sini, aku taktau apa problem ngan software aku. Semua file drawing  aku jadi corrupt.. Termasuk project yang tengah jalan.. Tau tak betapa kecewanya bila kerja ko yang dah lagi sikit nak siap macam tu je jahanam? Kena start balik.. Shit.. Sorry guise (You know who you are..). I would be more than willing to tender my resignation from the project if you think I'm a burden to the group.. Anyone care to be our illustrator?? Siyes tengah bercelaru dah ni pikir pasal project.

ok
Boleh tak nak guna gaya penulisan ala-ala manga kali ni? hehehe

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Aku pandang mamat sebelah aku.. Gelabah semacam. Aku pandang pakcik teksi. Dia tak kesah ke dua orang kongsi naik teksi tapi bayar macam sorang. Eh jap, mesti la cas by trip bukan by passenger kan? Ntah.. Lantaklah.. Dia senyap je.. Ok la tu kot..

Aku jeling tengok phone kat tangan mamat tu.. Mowh, retak seribu.. Tak sempat tanya mamat tu jawab.

"Tertinggal kat Starbuck tadi.. Hehe.. Tapi dah tak leh pakai rasanya ni"

Aku angguk jela.. Apa-apa jela..

"Cik, saya tak tahu sangat area Subang Bestari ni. Boleh bagitau rumah yang mana satu tak?" pakcik teksi tiba-tiba tanya sambil buat U turn..Ngeehh.. itu dia macam Initial D drift..

" Urm.. Saya sendiri pun tak berapa pasti tapi nanti kalau saya ingat mana-mana tempat saya bagitau."

"Ok-ok.."

Mampos.. aku ngan pakcik teksi dua-dua tak tau jalan..

" Depan nanti pusing kanan", mamat tu cakap kat pakcik tu.

Pakcik tu buat donno. Adoi.. Suara pun macam bapok terkentut lam kain..

" Pakcik, depan sana pusing kanan eh pakcik" aku ulang siaran

"Orait-orait.."

Senyap balik.. dengar bunyik enjen kete yang macam motobot je sekarang ni. Mamat kat tepi aku tu duk pandang phone, duk usap-usap skrin phone yang retak seribu hatiku.. Kesian pulak aku tengok mamat ni.. Tapi naseb la dia ada.. Sumpah aku taktau dah area ni. Pakai GPS pun takleh, bateri dah nak kong gara-gara main game time kat starbucks tadi.

"Depan sana kanan lagi"Mamat tu komen. Mata tak tengok jalan tiba-tiba suh pegi kanan.. Pakcik tu still wat donno.. Kamon pakcik, peka sket. Aku ulang balik ayat mamat tu. Adoi, dah macam speaker pulak aku ni duk kena ulang cakap orang.

Pakcik tu angguk-angguk sambil tangan duk ketuk-ketuk stereng ikut rentak lagu dangdut kot.. Eheh, pandai pulak aku. Aku tengok kat luar tingkat.. Macam kenal area ni..

" Rumah yang kat sana kan? Nanti masuk kat jalan pakgad tu" mamat tu cakap lagi sambil ketuk tingkap kereta.

" Pakcik, depan tu masuk ye"

Sumpah aku rasa pakcik ni ada problem pendengaran. But then again, mamat cengeng ni pun cakap macam taknak bukak mulut.

Dari jauh dah nampak Saga FLX yang bersalut debu.. Kereta site la katakan.. Yay dah sampai.. Bye-bye mamat malang.

" Pakcik, rumah tu. No XX"

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Cis tak jadi gak ala manga aku..

Esok dah masuk site office. Konfem makin koto la kete tu.. aduih..

btw, aku dah ada list pemenang. HAHAHAHA.. Nebes tak?

Adieu
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I want to know you

Lepas orang, sorang naik teksi. Aku tak paham sebab apa teksi airport ni malas layan aku. Pelik.. So aku pegi tanya pakgad..

" Tumpang tanya pakcik. Teksi airport ni kena call dulu ke?

Pakgad tu pusing tengok aku.. Senyum pun tak. Nasib suara dia tak garang..

" Pegi kaunter kat dalam sana beli tiket.."

"Oh camtu ye. Ok Ok.. Tenkiu pacik"

Puih.. sia-sia dari tadi melangok tunggu teksi.. Kena beli tiket dulu rupanya.. Dayum!! Aku simpan komik lam beg, hangkut bontot pegi kaunter teksi kat depan starbucks.. eh tak-tak.. depan dia ada kedai jual-jual beg.. Ah, that's not the point..

" Assalamualaikum kak.. Saya nak ke Pinggiran Subang. Macam mana ek? Saya tak familiar dengan teksi airport"

" Oh, kejap" Akak tu amik walkie talkie..

" Dik, boleh bagi alamat penuh tak?"

Alamak.. aku tak tau ni.. Bukan aku duk situ pun.. (FYI, aku simpan kereta company kat rumah sedara kat Pinggiran Subang/ Puteri Subang.. Which ever la.. See.. aku still confuse)

" Alamak kak.. Saya tak tau sangat area tu"

Tiba-tiba..

" Puteri Subang ke?"

aku pusing tepi.. Mamat ni lagi.. Psiko ni ikut aku ke? Shit..

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I'm working on hand drawn comic.. Gila la software still sangkut.. Tak tau la apa masalah dia.. Nak install balik tah ke mana la aku buang CD installer tu.. Would you look at my picture instead? Tee hee..

Adieu

menggila kejap ngan kamera.. agak nice jugak quality gambar. Sampai nampak parut chicken pox.. ehem.. Quality gambar yang cantik.. bukan aku cakap quality muka aku yang cantik..

Kalau suka, komen. Kalau tak suka, komen gak..Kalau taknak komen, nah! tekan benda alah kat bawah ni..Penat adik aku ejas kasik muncul.. .

In B4, kau sumbat pau ke dalam pipi? Tak.. Dah aku tembam.. HAHAHAHA

Who are you?

" Boleh ke ni nak pinjam handphone? Saya rasa saya dah tercicirkan phone saya.."

Hah??

Boleh tak kalau cakap taknak bagi? Tapi muka cam kesian gila. Dengan beg putus.. Malang betul nasib dia ni.. Aku hulur handphone. Muka bolayan. Lepas tekan-tekan number, dia bagi balik phone aku.

" Thank you"
"Hmm.. Dah guna ke?"
" Saya send mesej je. Takpe kan?"

Aku angguk.. Mamat tu bangun..

" Saya gay.."

Heh? Apa? Apahal tiba-tiba lak bagi pengakuan berani mati kat aku ni..

" Gay? Pastu?" Mesti muka aku macam annoyed gila. Apahal aku kena tau ko punya sex orientation lak?

" Saya K.. Kalau orang mesej tanya saya, call ke apa ke.. saya kat Subway sana"

" K? ke Gay? yang mana satu ni?" Honestly aku agak confuse..

" K.. Kay.. Kei.."
"Oh, Nama ke? Ok.. Ok"

"Thank you"

Mamat tu blah, sambil duk kelek beg putus dia.. Sambung baca komik.

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Ok, takde komik sebab ada problem ngan software aku. baru ingat nak announce pemenang Give Away hari. Nampaknya kena postpone dulu. Takde masa nak setelkan masalah software bagai..

adieu

p/s: I'm too tired.. Dah banyak hari lif rosak. Terpaksa naik tangga ke tingkat 23 tiap-tiap hari. Harap maklum

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Fickle Heart

Hey..
I don't know why I kept thinking of you today.. o I wonder..Would it be better if we were still together? Would I still be missing you?

Please don't come running into my mind..

Please don't cuddle my heart with memories..

You know it hurts.. You know how painful it is for me..

Please go..

Please leave my head..

Please let me be happy..

Please let it not be you I'm missing..

Because every time I miss you, you would remind me to hate you more.. You would make me hate her more.. You will make me hate myself more for something I can't change. The fact that I remain unworthy of your time and effort..

I'm a broken doll, need fixing.. Send someone to hold me better than you did..

Send me someone..

Anyone who can make me forget..

"Boleh saya pinjam handphone jap?"

Adieu

p/s : Aku rasa aku nak tutup dah give away hari tu.. tak ramai pun join.. cheh.. malas dah nak wat pasni..


Kalau suka, komen. Kalau tak suka, komen gak..Kalau taknak komen, nah! tekan benda alah kat bawah ni..Penat adik aku ejas kasik muncul.. .

What is the fact?

Hey..

Do you believe in fate? Or would you conclude destiny as a mere fairy tale? Do you wanna know the true story or do you want to swim in the sea filled with possibilities? Tell me dear readers.. Do you want me to entertain you with boring fact or twist it with a sarcastic meaning? Either way, it's my choice on how to express myself while it is your choice to interpret the meaning.. one thing though...  

Please, don't take things too seriously. I'm getting tired to explain that I don't hate my life. I find it a great humor and self fulfilling in it's own twisted way. I love making fun of my life. So now, do you want me to tell you what's going on in the comic above or do you want to stop me by telling me to be more cheerful? Because honestly people, you don't know how fucking cheerful I am.

Adieu

p/s: did I sound depressed? Well I'm not..I'm actually writing this while laughing my pants off.. 

p/p/s: truthfully, what do you think happened in the comic? Still waiting for more participant BTW.

Kalau suka, komen. Kalau tak suka, komen gak..Kalau taknak komen, nah! tekan benda alah kat bawah ni..Penat adik aku ejas kasik muncul.. .