A Stir

Sunday, July 12, 2015

It feels like my life is taken over by the littlest thing. Little things which are collectively HIM. Every song sounds like a love song when I'm with him. His smile is like the warm coffee in the morning, reassuring, comforting. He stares into my soul, burning a hole through my head. His gaze is so loving and child like. My eyes immediately run elsewhere as the warm blood gushes to my cheeks. Enough with the dimpled smile, mister. You're making me blush.

His shoulders shake as he chuckles at my reaction. He pulls my hand, clasping in his left. His other hand reaches for my face, fingers grazing softly on my cheek to my lips. His lips mouth a word.

"Beautiful"

And I woke up, depressed. That was an awesome dream.

I've been getting a lot of pleasant dreams as of late. Reading a well written fanfic is really refreshing. The images keep flashing whenever I'm immersed in a good song or taking a nap in my cosy bed. I miss reading. I miss loving books. Whenever I'm reading a good piece, it's like I'm living the romance as if it were my own. I'm nowhere close to being a good writer. I don't think I will ever be. But if I were to create something, I hope it comforts people it touches. I hope it makes people feel warm and loved. That's what good writing do to you.

I can be a warm person too. I want to be a warm person.

p/s: If you are here for a comic, I think you'll be disappointed. Yet again. I won't commit to anything. I just want to enjoy this moment.

12 comments:

  1. Utsukushi ;3

    ...suddenly I'm reminded of that one particular scene in Mononoke Hime ;3

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    1. Really? I haven't watched that. I feel like I'm missing on something. TT

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  2. Next time kau mimpi yang sama, but kali tu muka lelaki tu muka aku.
    Terus kategorikan mimpi tu mimpi ngeri...hahahaha

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    1. Hahahahaha... Mengarut ko ni Cero, Xpernah nampak muka ko cane nak mimpi ko? We only dream the face we've seen. Setau aku la..

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    2. iye ker? Aku selalu mimpi seseorang yang aku tak kenal.. atau adakah muka orang itu termasuk dalam sub conscious mind aku?.. ermmmm

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    3. Memang betul kita tak boleh mimpi muka yg kita tak pernah nampak,
      mcam Ojin aku rasa itu subconscious tu, kau pernah nampak somewhere.
      Tapi Day, kau masih boleh mimpikan muka aku walaupun kau tak pernah nampak sbb kita boleh mimpi benda yg kita expect, contohnya kalau kau expect muka aku macam Accapan, maka kau boleh mimpi aku sebagai Accapan...Hahahaha

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  3. kak. you are so pervert.. hahaha.. i create a new blog, do visit if you love me . http://cuada-talesofoda.blogspot.com/

    love your weird sister : cuada

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    1. *you are so perverted* or *you are a pervert*..

      Hahahahaha.. Cheh tiba2 blog baru.

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    2. tq for that correction ticer

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  4. sebab tu gua lebih suka crime fiction dari romance =_=

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The way you comment is so telling...

Day,


Part time normal, most of the time comic enthusiast. Almost always borderline crazy. Still experimenting with comic blogging. An engineer with a vision to not be taken seriously. Everything you read on this blog doesn't represent my gender, religion or profession as a whole. Other name you might associate with me are Deaday, DayGoon, JaeminGoon and *cough* Mona *cough*